I am an official art student at The College of Visual Arts in St. Paul Minnesota. Mmm Mmm bitch!! I am so happy!

If you see anything in my gallery that you would like as your very own 8"x10" print, lemme know! Simply e-mail me at Sinistereyes08@hotmail.com with the name of the print, and how much you would like to offer for it. Then i will get back to you!
The money will be going toward a trip to visit my marine!! hehe. Thank you for the support!


-Yuri Kuro

v__v arg...Im very sad. Have been for the past few weeks. -sigh- I lost someone...someone very special and amazing, someone i was very close to, closer to than anyone before....things...got in the way...and i thought i made the right decision, i thought i did what was best but now, i am not so sure of the decision. Sometimes i wish i could go in the past and change whats been done. but i can't. And now....its over....final....fin. -sigh- I miss this person like crazy. They were such a big part of my life, i never truly thought it would go away...and now it has...it hurts so much....to know that person is gone....that the bridge is burned. All i wanna do is make things right again...but i can't i dono how.

It sucks....so much....

Otherwise. Life is fairly regular. I day dream far too much. I try and keep my fav barried in a book. Whether its a coloring book or my Anita Blake book. Been spending time with Sami which is nice. I had kinda forgotton the fun we have together. So its nice to be close to her again. Another friend of mine has been very nice...but i haven't been able to get together with him goin on a month now.
-shrugs- School is going good. And art is constant. I suppose that comes with the pain aspect of my life. A new painting, a drawing (have yet to get it back from being graded) and a new photoshoot. Those are all good things.

I keep thinking about drivin off somewhere. Im taking my road test on the 21st. I hope i pass. I would love to just go out and drive. Dispite gas prices. I feel like getting away. Going on a road trip. Going....camping....-teary eyed- Im sorry we never got to do that.... UGH!! I try and keep in mind that not all is bad...but i feel very out of balance without this person...why did i do what i did? The reasons seem to have faded away.

well i just felt like writing to maybe help me feel better. But it didn't do a whole lot....i guess i just have to wait....time heals all pain....right???

well i got my scanner back....all i need to do is hook it up! And then i will have a lot of new shit to post. So keep an eye out for me!

I don't deal well with being on my own. I feel so iceolated, and i feel weak for feeling that way. *sigh* i shouldnt have to have someone by my side every moment, infact i hate that feeling! So why do i feel like shit right now? Ugh...i just feel down, i miss Jesse, and i feel like the past few weeks have been going by really slow. I just want some fun, i want a life...i hate school, i hate being there, i hate the majority of the people there except for maybe 2 people...and ugh! so frustrating...
It could be the PMS talking...maybe...but i feel restless, and i don't even know what i would do if i had the choice of whatever i want. UGH. Im ready for the long weekend. I just need some time with out school and without stupidity and just being on my own, able to sleep in and spend time with those i want to and choose to spend time with. BLAH....-curls up in a little ball and sighs-